My friends all seem to have boyfriends at the moment but I’m really not into it and a few guys have asked me out but I just didn’t want to, I’ve never met a guy who I like in that way. But I was just thinking when I used to mess around with my girl friends and we would kiss or touch each other I really liked it and when my one friend from my street got a boyfriend I felt really disappointed to hear it for some reason and felt jealous that she would spend more time with him than me now. This is crazy I think I’ve just realized that I’m gay