I was happy, it all ended in a matter of a week. My life blew up before my eyes and I had no control. I almost fixed things with those people we all were almost friends again but I destroyed it. I wanted my life back in control so I did as much damage to my relationships as I could. I hurt everyone I was close with besides my family I made a lot of people hate me and I’m still not happy. I just feel lost and broken. I haven’t been able to show my true emotions to anyone. It’s just now I blame myself for my unhappiness so I constantly feel guilty. People are getting worried about me but I had my reasons to do everything I’ve ever done.