I am an 18 years old guy. Since about 5 years ago, I have been wishing for something. I want to be a pretty girl. It’s not that I want to change just my gender. I want my whole life to change. Like I want to be born as a girl, live as a girl, hangout with girls, go shopping, flirt with boys, feel the attention, have a boyfriend, do romantic staff, things like that. When I see pretty girls I wish I am like them. I want to wear girl clothes and make up. I want to do that with a girl body not with this guy body. I find it gross. When I watch p***, I imagine myself as the girl. I want to have s** with a man. I want him to f*** my p****. I want to feel his d*** filling me. I want to produce s*** moans. I want to grab the bed sheets. I want to hold on to his back as he gives me what I want. I don’t even know how it feels but I really believe I will love it. And I want it so bad. I’m not gay. I don’t want to and won’t have s** with a guy as long as I have a guy body. I gladly will if I am a girl. I want to be a straight girl. When I play games, I usually create girl characters. I love it when someone treats me like a girl in virtual places like games and social networks where they don’t know the real me. I know girls have their own problems, too. But I’m more than willing to embrace them if I can be a girl.