I often think about hurting people? I think so, anyway. I’ll look at my grandparents’ pets and think of ways I could possibly hurt them. I’ve come close on several occasions.
I understand that getting a counselor is the right thing, and that is exactly what I am trying to do. I want to get help before my impulsivity makes me do something I regret. But things keep getting in the way. But I am working on self control.
It’s just sometimes hard because.. Anger is a kind of new emotion? I’ve always been nonchalant so I can’t handle these emotions. Thanks for reading if you did.