I don’t deserve to live because I’m dumb and contribute nothing to society. I was a mistake to begin with wasn’t I? Why else would my mom be pregnant at 17 the condom obviously just broke. My social awkwardness makes me think everyone I interact with hates me and they just won’t admit it. My mom also used to call me a loser when I was little and now I have all F’s except for 1 C in school. I’m a disgusting pig. I shouldn’t be here, I’m absolutely positive people hate me because I’m transgender. (FtM) The people I live with in my house annoy me so much when they call me a she. And people still say “yOuRe StIlL a GiRl” to me. Now my mom is just kinda iffy I don’t hate her, I love her but her OCD and bipolar outbursts are always inflicted on me. And, for some reason, when my friends call me a she, I don’t really mind but I really would love for them to call my a he.