I can’t tell if I’m depressed or not. From time to time I’ll get these dark thoughts where I question my worth, If I’m really just nuisance to family and friends but they hide it and pretend. I sometimes think I’m very undeserving of all the love and attention from anyone because of all of my mistakes. I haven’t done self-harm because I know a family member will eventually catch me but, on numerous occasions have thought about it. From all of this it might be pretty obvious that I am depressed but, there are those days where I only think positive about the world and myself so…yeah