god i want a girlfriend that actually cares for me so bad. i’ve been in two relationships one being with a girl who cheated on me the other one i could had no interest in me so i brokeup with her. it pains me to want to give out my love and care and kindness with someone that finds the same interest in me that i see in them. i know it’s a very basic thing to say but i really do want a girlfriend (or maybe even boyfriend at this point) who will take interest in me and care about my well being. i’m not some virgin who just wants s** and is bad looking so i complain about the friend zone. i’ve had s** and it’s not that appealing to me. i was desperate before but now im looking for emotional care instead of just s**. i need someone to hold me tight when i hate everything and everyone around me. when i feel anxiety and need to escape somewhere i want that person by my side. i want not just a relationship partner, but a friend and another half to make us whole. i lust not for s**, but love, real love.