My “Aunt” not even going to keep her name anonymous because I hope that so done on this site knows that b****. Okay, so Aida Garcia Aguirre aka Judy Aguirre (Her maiden name). She accused me of f****** MOLESTING my cousin (her youngest child) and my little sister.
MY OWN F****** SISTER!
Like what the hell?!
She sent her son Nikolas to go tell her ‘Ex-Friend’ that I was touching him and my sister innapropriatly. So the next day, the police and C.P.S. were called. I was pulled away for questioning. At the time, I didn’t even know what Molesting was. That is, until they explained it to me… I broke down in tears. I was scared that I was going to be taken away for something that I didn’t do.

My other cousin Emily. Her oldest. Has been beaten by her own mother. Shes beaten them with yardsticks until she’s satisfied. She’s thrown Emily against the wall when she was a toddler like a rag doll just because she had an accident.
I am depressed and sometimes I just want to die. My mom’s ex. My younger siblings father. Attempted to kill her multiple times… He’s put her head through a wall, threatened to shoot her when she was pregnant with my little sister just because she wasn’t a boy, we (Me, my little brother and little sister) were cornered against the backdoor, our mom standing in front of us-sheilding us- from him. He was trying to shoot us, or rather me. I am not ‘His’ daughter. I have a different father and he hates that fact.

My mom has tried to commit suicide by overdosing before she was pregnant with my brother… I was only 4 and we lived alone…

I just want to end my life… I just want to stop feeling pain… but I can’t…
Apparently I am the one keeping my mom alive and I dont want to leave and then she abandon my siblings and they get stuck with their father.
I dont want to hurt anyone, but I dont want to hurt anymore either…
I’m just so f****** tired.
Tired of feeling pain.
Tired of being the Black Sheep.
Tired of being lied to.
Tired of being accused of things that I didn’t do.
Tired of being alone.
Tired of having no one to talk to.

So.. there is/are my pain(s)/truths…