i hate this. im sick of being men's bottom bitch and being strung along, desperately WAITING to see if they'll want me or not, waiting to see if they'll

13 years

314 Views

i hate this. im sick of being men’s bottom b**** and being strung along, desperately WAITING to see if they’ll want me or not, waiting to see if they’ll speak to me when they come online. stuck in a mindless dead end rut.

maybe i should just completely forget about the whole thing and tell him to forget about it too, he probably has anyway.

I now remember why i went a whole year without giving a s*** at all about this relationship crap. ITS A WASTE OF TIME AND EFFORT. f****** pointless and PATHETIC. love is S*** it’s a crap poisonous drug that blinds everyone from seeing what they’re doing to themselves as individuals.
Its selfish because people get lonely and rely on others to give them self-confidence. BUT IT NEVER WORKS DOES IT? you still feel like a p************ , no matter what anyone says.

All it does is hold you back because some a****** loser is in your whole mind. YOUR mind. why the f*** waste your own brain and personality on someone else?

and having said ALL of this, i just KNOW i’ll end up in a relationship at some point anyway. because i’m pathetic. but i accept that. humans are f****** dreadful sometimes.

New Confession

I wish people cared more about comforting me like I constantly go out of my way to comfort them. then somebody does something that makes me think “wow, maybe this is the first real person to also recognize me as a human being. maybe they actually care.” and Im never right . they just want more. I am drained of empathy and compassion at this point, two things I always thought I was good at

Related Confessions

” I am highly educated and have 5 years in college”! **Vincent Eugene martz mcconnellsburg mercersburg hustontown Pennsylvania,” is a psychological issue and lower level dirt bag.” The low life lives in a trailer on little cove mercersburg Pennsylvania!” “The guy works at choice collision center mercersburg Pennsylvania 717 328 2515. “As a detailer cleaner of vehicles.” This scumbag attends Clayton memorial church of God mercersburg Pennsylvania!” We hate Vincent Eugene martz mcconnellsburg mercersburg hustontown Pennsylvania! Let’s get as many possible against Vincent Eugene martz.