I am balding at the age of 20, and I try to avoid people see my bald head by various ways. And I didn’t even go to my relatives house since 3-4 years. They call me to visit their house, but I make reasons of studies and exams. I don’t know what do they think of me nowadays. And I’m even ignoring my only best friend and lying him, that I’m working part-time and can’t hang out with him. I rarely meet him. Whenever he calls me, I make excuses saying I’m not at home, or I’m out for some work. Recently even he started ignoring me and I’m feeling really bad. I used to speak with my mom, anything and every thing but i don’t know what happened, but we are thinking too much before we speak to each other, like strangers/ outsiders. I feel that I’m all alone and no one is there who really understands me. Most of the people have misunderstanding with me, thinking that I’m avoiding them. I hate myself and my life. I wish no one ever gets such a life.