I really don’t feel like living right now. Recently i’ve been thinking a lot about college and the future and how everything is going to pan out. I don’t want anything to pan out right now, I’m tired and I’m not feeling joy. I don’t feel like I”m worth anything and everything I do just feels stupid and wrong. I’m a stupid b**** just for writing this and trying to get pity. I want someone to tell me how stupid and worthless I am, that I’m a dumb b**** for having feeling. please someone give me a reason to die. I need validation to die