Right now I’m f****** pissed and done with my “friends” b*******. They always exclude me from conversations and make me feel like some kind of freak. Not to mention, whenever their talking about something funny, I say/make a sarcastic joke they then stop laughing and give me a side eye and eye me up and down. I seriously want to f****** leave my stupid school and make new friends who don’t make feel like s*** and a freak. And the person who excludes me the most is the person who I’ve helped go through his “coming out”, the person he cried to when he was scared about what his parents thought. Now he probably had forgotten all of that. I seriously just want to say F*** YOU to them(except two people) and leave. Funny thing, I can’t bring myself to do that.