I feel like I’m forever going to be alone. Not in a physical sense but when I’m with my friends or family I just fee emty and numb as cliche as it sounds. I’m 17 and have never had a boyfriend before and maybe that’s because I’m too much of an introvert and people think I’m stuck up, or maybe it’s because I push people away when they get close. All I know is that it’s something I’m going to have to do myself if I want to put myself out there but at the moment I feel so helpless. I just want someone to understand.