It pisses me off that I want to talk to this girl I dont know but I dont know how. She’s so f****** beautiful and every guy that has been with her has played with her feelings. The only way I can talk to her is through social media because I dont go to school anymore. If I ever did have the chance believe me I’d go to her house every day or where ever. I want to treat her like the princess she is and restore her faith in a good guy. I wanna be the guy she loves and not someone else. I dont care if everything is a long a** process. I’m willing to f****** get to know every single detail about her and be more then just a friend or boyfriend ( if I ever get the chance ). I wanna be that guy who she can trust everything with. I want to get to know her. Maybe I’m under her league or what but she’s too sweet for any guy to be playing with her. I dont want her to go back with Owen. He’s an attractive guy I get it but dont you see what he did? I know its hard to freaking let someone go because I cried for someone who played with my feelings over and over. I couldn’t let her go no matter how bad she was for me. I get it if you can’t let go and dont ever f****** think I dont understand you because I f****** know and it’s such a horrible feeling. Chasing someone who doesnt even look back at you is hard. No matter how good you can be to them they wont give a damn. A.M. I f****** want to get to know you. You deserve the best. A guy can feel insecure because yeah it’s normal but you know what I dont f****** care. He can be a s*** a** m*********** and be a f****** douche at the same time. Meanwhile me a sweet attractive ( because I do consider myself pretty cute lol I love my appearance ) guy who’s willing to do what ever it f****** takes to make you the happiest girl alive. I ain’t rich. I ain’t as s*** as Owen ( but I can be or better lol just takes dedication at the gym but I’m happy with my body dont get me wrong ). But listen to this. I will do whatever it takes to make you happy. If I’m busy with work or something then I’ll make time because that no excuse. Getting back to the point, I just want to talk to this girl. I want to explain everything I feel for her. She could be like “but you dont know me” but I know you’re hurting and I want to help. Maybe this girl may think I’m weird or a creep because of everything I’ve said to her or I dont know. But even if in the end nothing happens, then I wish for you to experience true happiness. There will always be obstacles but if you’re strong enough you’ll get through it and you will.
