everyone in my school thinks im the most horrible person, i also think im trying to deny the fact that im a horrible person but deep down i know im just as horrible as everyone says. IM FAKE AND ANNOYING AND A SNOB AND A SOCIOPATH WHO MANIPULATES PEOPLE. i have friends that see the good in me, but now, i just feel angry at them for not seeing who i really am. I WANT TO DIE. I imagine killing myself everyday. I KNOW I WOULD NEVER DO IT, BUT I REEEEEAAAAALLYYY DONT WANT TO STAAY HERE AT F****** ALL