I am a 26 male, and for the longest time, I have had this strange obsession of being to myself, and not getting close to literally anyone. I don’t like anyone in my space. Socializing with people drains my energy. No I do not feel lonely, I’m just obsessed with being alone. I’m actually a very friendly and intelligent person. This feeling has caused me to subconsciously distance myself from any friends and family over the years for no reason at all, and has made it hard for me to establish new relationships. At this point, I have no friends. No I am not depressed in any way whatsoever. No I am not a virgin, I do not hate people, and I have been in numerous relationships/dates in the past. My past is full of various experiences.

A few months ago I have deleted all of my social media accounts and I have never in my life felt happier. I go out and have fun all by myself. I am self employed and have the freedom to spend my weeks doing as I please. I’m a helpless Epistemophile and have an obsession with reading and learning. I just f****** love solitude and not dealing with anyone. I’m an introvert on steroids. I don’t understand why I am like this but I can’t have it any other way.