Well, guess I’m opening up about this now.
Hello friend, sorry it’s been so long. This week has been chaotic.
MLgt12
My current crush was lest crabby on Friday. My first words to her were “Sorry, are we being too loud?” (I’m a loud talker)
She looked over to me, fixed her glasses, and with her teeny tiny little voice said “No, you’re fine…” and she went back in her room, WITHOUT shutting the door. Now THAT is progress. Yay, she doesn’t find me annoying!
Anyways, onto my ex friend’s borderline awesome stepmom that I used to have the hots for, (but really, it was a deep emotional connection that attracted me to her) her and I seriously worked the best together. I’m not too fond of the idea of getting too into it, as I have a lot of fears and baggage to deal with stemming from my crumbling friendship with her, she defended me from everything. She was the sassiest, most sarcastic woman I’ve ever met. I used to be (and still am) a little firecracker, and my energy always put a smile on her face. Her and I went through some really rough times, but I always made sure to include her when hanging with my friends, even if she didn’t mesh well with them due to her age… I still remember when she threw me a birthday party and took time out of her day for me just to make me happy. She ALWAYS took time out of her day to make me happy. She made me so happy, and I know I made her at least a little happier. We each understood the pain we were going through at the time. I had terrible flaky friends, and she had just lost someone she loved very dearly. The both of us have been through both those situations, so we could really empathize with each other. She helped me with my ex, and a few other mean people. I wish she knew how much I really do appreciate her. Her and I had an amazing time together, and now that her snobby stepson is out of the picture, I’m hoping one day I’ll be able to get close with her again. So. Yeah. There’s more, but I don’t feel like explaining the whole story.
