I have the overwhelming need to cause drama, or not drama, but to just leave and never look back. I want to leave my online friends without a trace, I want to leave my home, I want to become a new person, but I don’t hate myself in anyway, I love myself, I just feel so compelled do leave. I don’t know what to do. I’m a 13 year old who feels like he’s a leader of a secret army, I feel like I’m Norwegian and sometimes I’m strangely fluent while other times I’m clueless, I feel like I’m a leader of a pack of wolves or dogs, but I don’t feel like a simple Native American transgender bisexual boy who grew up in the city and lives in the country, who has the perfect friend group and boyfriend. I don’t feel like that. I am not that. I’m a star, born into this world to be a leader, to be one of a kind, I was born from a star. I don’t want to be like this.