My family’s been really stressing me out lately. I’m the youngest of three kids and know that they were both raised way more strictly than me…
However, my dad’s been threatening to throw away all my stuff (electronics, expensive jewellry, everything) out if I don’t improve my grades and don’t help in the household more often, even though my grades are fine and I do a LOT at home, mostly it doesn’t even get noticed though. Recently I’ve been having reacurring dreams of me blinding my dad with shards of glass and broken porcellain, stabbing him or just plainly tourturing him… I don’t know how to stop it, but it makes me feel incredibly guilty after I wake up. I just want him to let me live my life as I want it…