As an awkward gay young woman, I’m shy about the dating world. I’ve never actually been in a real relationship, and I’m already 19. I had to wait till 18 to even start looking for people I would be interested in. I have this really strange dating quirk. In my entire life, I’ve only ever crushed on and fallen in love with older, more mature women- but I’ve just kind of accepted the fact that because I’m not particularly pretty, and I’m short and a little chubby, and look young and dumb- and much more, that no women I’m interested in will ever be interested in me back. Help. I’ve never felt so insecure…