I’m a 27 year old bi male with a georgeous, tall, voluptuous body, full round a**, soft smooth belly, a thick large c*** and big balls, alongside a cute face with full lips and light green eyes. From an early age on I got used to getting croches bulging around me if I wore tight clothes or just too less. Yet the only thing that really satisfies me, is one specific fetish you rarely find partners for: I’ve a severe knifeplay fetish, especially towards my belly. I always loved to be restrained, used and made to c** against my will, but the thougt of being brutally jerked off by some sadist, while I feel the cold of a sharp kitchen knife scratching over my exposed belly, threaten to be plunged inside my guts, is the absolute thrill for me. The desire to indulge in this fetish even brought me to sucking the d*** of an ex-convict living some hour near my place, who was jailed for 25 years on stabbing two young men in exactly this way several times after r***** them (as before mentioned, that was 25 years ago and he became trustful up to now, but still inflicts the thrill in me; him groping and kneading my soft belly alone is enough to make me j*** my pants). Yet I’m always at the “receiving end” of this fetish, I imagine myself only in the passive, submissive role. I hope I survive this fetish long enough, to get over it some day. By now, I’m always searching for sadists with a matching desire, to meet in person or just share thoughts or more.