In a relationship 10 years with a guy who is now my husband.I have never experienced an o***** while he fucks me.I always pretend to have one.
I pretended for so long until we went to a party of his friend.Met a guy there and we had a s***** connection…three days later we had to meet and do it because the urge was so so strong…
I realised that this could really mess me up because he has a very huge c*** n makes me come a lot… so I never saw him again for 2 years..
I accidentally bumped into him after 2 yrs on the street…We hugged each other so tightly and immediately the s***** connection resurfaced…I used to go home to my hubby with lots of love bites on my neck n chest
And whenever he asked I used to say that they are sun burns..at tyms an allergy..showing up to work with scarfs all the tym…
I stopped again because of guilt…
My s** drive is so so much..but my Hubby’s s** drive has never gone up n he doesn’t like being adventurous.He says s** is not so important than love.He is now very comfortable now that we have 2 kids.
He fucks me without foreplay..once he is done am left hanging..I pretend that we are sleeping then I wake up in the middle of the night to touch myself in bathroom..
I think I might find myself back to that guy…what do I do? Is it okay if I tell my hubby that I have been pretending to “come” all this years?
I tried talking to him many tyms on how foreplay is vital to me but he says that its a lot of work..he prefers the shortcut.
Nowadays he gets so tired quickly while having s**..