I f****** hate living in Maryland and how boring it is here. I just don’t fit in with the f****** people here, it just doesn’t feel right. There’s nothing to f****** do here and life is so boring, it feels like my life is on f****** repeat. I can’t even go two days without the thought of how I can get the f*** out of this boring depressing place. It’s hard to find cute girls here too, I’m not saying all of Maryland doesn’t have cute girls I’m saying the part of Maryland which I live only has all f****** old a** people and children. I walk 20 blocks and I guarantee you I’ll only see f****** parents, children, and elderly people. I wish I could just move to Cali or New York. A big city with people everywhere. Some place with lots of f****** things to do, where the view isn’t just f****** farmland and s***** old buildings. There’s barely any good places to eat here and it just f****** s****. It’s so hard to meet new people here to be friends with too. There’s f****** racist a** white people here that’ll immediately just make nasty looks at you for not being white. I honestly just hate it here and my life. Maybe it’s just me and the way I am but I don’t know. I just f****** hate this place.