I gotta go to the backstory a little for this. It’s been 6 months since I started working in a firm, and I was an intern along with 3 other, one of them is my friend. There is a guy, with whom we both got really close, he is like our bestie in office now. He is closer to my friend than me, and they have a really good bonding and chemistry, like they go out together pretty often, yet just as friends. I can’t go out with them often as my parents are kinda strict. Anyway, I always push my friend to be with the guy as they get along so well, feels like a really good match, and he has always been with her whenever she needed, especially in bad times.. That friend is so dear to me and so amazing and the guy is just a perfect boyfriend/husband material. I have thought all of it, but then, when I see him close to her, a weird feeling comes in me, I feel sad and a little empty. I have been joking around at the first place that I might have a crush, but that was just a joke, cause I already have a boyfriend, we are in long distance relationship for 6 years, and it’s going pretty well.. But whenever that guy talks to me I feel giddy, and whenever my friend says that let’s do something for him, I never say no.. I just don’t know why I am feeling this way, but I feel so guilty about it, cause, my friend and that guy has more chemistry than I could ever see in couples, and I have a well-going relationship, and I love my boyfriend so much.. I have tried to call that guy a bro, behaved like a goof, been annoying and weird so that he wouldn’t like me and get away from me, but he likes to hang out with both of us.. I don’t know I am just ranting, may be no one will read this rant lol. Okay, have a good day everyone 😀