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Hey English is not my 1st language so expect some grammatical errors and typos.
Hello My name is Ice. Well that’s my code name for this website. I don’t even think that some people will take time to read this. So here it goes..

Im Bisexual, so if you dont like or dont respect the lgbt i kindly allow you to never read this confession ever again.

When im in 6th grade, i had a crush on my bestfriend. Lets name her Mitch (thats not her true name) I didnt know that i have a crush on her back then. so after realising that i have a crush on her , i called my other bff that is bff’s with mitch also. So after telling her all of those feelings, she said it to mitch. then blah blah blah, she said it was okay

FASTFORWARD~

IN 7TH GRADE I HAD A CRUSH ON MY FRIEND LETS CALL HER FIRE SINCE SHE MAKES ME WARM WITH HER HUGS. DO YOU THE “RELATIONSHIP WITH NO LABEL?” OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS LIKE THAT. WE’RE LIKE A COUPLE BUT WE’RE NOT TOGETHER. WE SAY ILOVEYOU’S ,TELL SWEET CORNY JOKES, CALLING EACH OTHER. SO IM OKAY WITH THAT, BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER BUT NOT EXACTLY. SO YEAH, AFTER ALOT OF TIME A REALISED THAT I DONT KNOW WHERE IS MY PLACE IN HER LIFE. LIKE AM I JUSTT A FRIEND? OR MORE THAN THAT? I DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO BE JEALOUS NOR BE HURT BECAUSE WE’RE NOT TOGETHER. SO I KEPT QUIET AND IGNORING THE PAINFUL THOUGHTS. AND THEN ONE F****** DAY SHE SAID THAT SHE DOESNT WANT THIS ANYMORE. SHE SAID THAT I NEEDED TO MOVE ON. SHE SAID THAT TELLING ME THIS DOESNT HURT HER. SHE SAID THAT, AND IM CONFUSED WHY SHE SAID THAT BECAUSE WE DIDNT FIGHT THAT DAY. WE’RE OKAY BUT SUDDENLY SHE SAID THOSE MEAN STUFF LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE WHO HAVE FEELINGS LEFT, WHILE HER FEELINSG ARE GONE. IM LIKE ALL THIS DAYS YOU’RE LYING TO ME ABOUT YOU LOVE ME?

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