I have hit rock bottom in life it seems. The only person that I really have to back me up in my life is my boyfriend, and don’t get me wrong I love him to death, but I just wish that I had other friends and better family. Sometimes it just gets so lonely, I can’t always be with him. I had some good friends, but they are so superficial and seem to come and go. My family is more concerned with themselves and their material possessions that it’s not even worth my time or stress for that matter. I don’t understand why things are going this way, I understand my life could be a million times worse but on the other hand couldn’t it be a million times better?