okay so i juST WOKE UP FROM THIS so it’s pretty fresh. but anyway, i’ve been talking to this guy for a few weeks now, i’m fifteen he’s sixteen but about to be seventeen, nothing serious. he goes to a different school then me, but in the same county so they’re not that far from each other. we were on facetime last night and i forget how it came up but i said something like “i don’t know what to call you,” bc he’ll do the occasional “cutie” and stuff like that. AND HE STRAIGHT UP SAID “daddy?” now y’all, when he said that i like choked on my spit and was laughing, and he was like “i was joking!! that’d be too much to swing on ya this early if i was.” so i teased him about it over text more and he’s just playing along. but then my dream last night!!!! so it starts off with some ceremony i’m there to see him for, and i say my hi’s and goodbye’s. then i’m on my way out and i’m in the car texting and he dm’s me about our conversation last night. and he said something along the lines of “i just wanna hold some b**** in a choke hold and make her mine.” obviously i’m fifteen so i don’t know 100% what i’m into, but that made my nether regions fear tf uP. he deleted the message and acted like nothing happened. and he did it a couple times with things like “yeah i’ll f*** you in whatever position you want, baby. you’re all mine for the night,” and then i woke up. the dream was literally about sexting and my underwear was sOAKED. i had never had anything like that before. and so now idk what to do because i don’t want our conversations to be like that right now since it’s been going really well, but wtf is this other side of me, who’s never had s** or a s***** experience that just wants some h******* stuff to happen??? idk i’m pretty confused about it lol