the chocolate seller (girl comes to the door like a bloody ghost. police man walks past 5.02pm with wife and dog. I still think its not right a little girl selling chocolates alone at dusk..) why I write this down on this day 14-4-13 is that I think my neighbors are super weird. Could they hurt her? like I mean kill her. like those poor nurses maybe they have years ago and she really was a ghost? haffh? anyway, one down the road is a loud s****** who I think the husband is into rough s** with… they fight and she makes screaming sounds like b****** weird s**… you have to hear it to believe it, ok. this kid across the road jumps every afternoon on a trampoline but all I can hear are screams. I think she is a bit retarted for sure and they like to have s** a particular fave time of the day or century … if they are ghosts (LOL) around dusk when the all the birdies are calling home and the sounds are peaking and going down. they are weird! is this the same lot who thrashed the brothers house. I worry we are in for hard times god, unpredictable fighting and wars buses flying past the house at low levels on planes hijacked from some south American or arab nation wanting to start a war or something there are search lights over the water constantly but its kind of pretty when you get used to it like the drenching oil crane lights over the bay water, and I am secretly scared.

I am scared for that chocolate seller girl.

she will fit in nicely into a halloween ghost short story.

It was only about 4 months ago the loud retarted one down the road came screeming out one night “HHHHHA get away from me! AHHHA” and crying and screaming for attention then she was begging “DDDDDont leave me alone!” to someone else. I thought I heard footsteps waking away and that was around the time I had a true and real life vampire tale of my own.

I had tried this perfume “Reb’el” and it has hot cinnamon and I was reading about the ghosts of all these silent movie stars and Arabian Egyptian beads and dance and I had these bizare dreams of flames coming over me and a fire and then I woke one night to feel something coming alive on my bed like a vampire.

all I kept visualizing was “Imagine waking up to find rats have eaten you mattress bare and a vampire is laying next to you and snakes are coiled around you holding you into the mattress wires. Oh my god! NO NO NO. no!”

you would want a hot s*** young vampire and not a old long in the tooth half dead for years one.

but about the girl at the door. my voice quivered when she appeared at the door out of fear, I had just read a story about a ghost appearing at a door …bloody hell! … OMG am I scared. what if she is really a ghost trying to tell me something? or is it yet to happen? how can I stop it.

my back was to her I was eating my diner

something is mighty fishy I think. mum said “How has your business been today then” she said ok I think and she said she liked my cats.. snug now I worry for their safety . I don’t want someone stealing them not even a ghost. and still those dam ravens have been brooding and squawking and the minors were bitching today a while too and I thought it might be about a ghost, maybe they are trying to tell me she really is a ghost who has been murdered and come back in time to help me or wants me to help her. I just don’t know. I still fear anything out at night being eaten alive by Ghouls from the underground or those rotten reptilian alligator creatures that get around running across the roofs at night looking to scavenge food and I dred to see one at the window. one look into their eyes and they are body or soul snatchers. I swear. I have heard them out at night and you know between you and the small millimeters of glass window is death! at a colossal scale. those reptilians are scaly! slimy and can dance with the devil and rip up the ghosts and zombies of the underground.

why do I believe this night after night in bed. it must be mental illness.