I don't get it. Really. My morning has not been going very well, and things just keep getting worse. I understand that listening is a "skill," but it's

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I don’t get it. Really. My morning has not been going very well, and things just keep getting worse. I understand that listening is a “skill,” but it’s not like I lose people’s interest early on or anything. For that to happen, they would have had to hear me in the first place. I do have a fairly quiet voice, but people either talk over me or it’s like I wasn’t even speaking. I was using that, but I try to tell people and they just ignore me. Oh yeah, I know, but I get a weird look and they keep on struggling instead of listening to me. I swear, at least half of my life has been those agonizing moments where you start talking but realize no one is listening so you finish your sentence to yourself and just put on one of those fake-a**, shy smiles while you slowly sink deeper into yourself and get that little, awful lump in your throat. I have cried myself to sleep more times in this week alone than I think I ever have in my entire life. I just want to be heard, but no one wants to listen. Mine’s not going so well obviously, but I hope you have a nice day/morning/night/whatever… 🙂

New Confession

After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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today has been an awful day. I won’t go into the full specifics but I feel like a failure for the actions of others and how they harmed me professionally and mentally. It came to a head when an act of kindness from one person nearly became a guilt they would carry. a lady stopped so I could cross the road. she had the right of way and didn’t have to stop. but she did. the person behind her whipped onto the shoulder of the road and around her nearly hitting me. had I walked faster, had i not been watching one persons act of kindness would have been a guilt that weighed on them. The worst part is I am not sure if am upset at the impatience of the person who nearly hit me, or disappointed I didn’t move faster.