You despised guys because of cheating. You were scared of love because of being cheated on to. Then I came along and proved myself. You still hated cheaters so much though. You hated them so much you became one yourself without even noticing, even for just a short period of time. Would it have been a short period of time cheating if I had not tell you I was hurting? I forgave you and still welcomed you to my life. I continued to love you up to now. But I have not forgotten; I might not forget about it at all.