she tells me that I am ugly
she tells me that I am fat
she tells me that I am stupid
she tells me that she doesn’t want to have anything to do with me
she tells me that she hates me
she tells me that she failed with me
she tells me that I dress like an idiot
she tells me I don’t have any friends
she makes me feel bad by comparing me to other people
she is my mother

and I don’t know if I can take it any longer