I know it’s wrong and that the reality isn’t anything fun for people who go through it. But I have fantasies of being beaten roughly until I bruise/bleed while being fucked hard and brutal by a girl. Being shown that much desire and attention would make it e***** for me, to know someone felt that strongly about me. I’d scream and yell and fight back, and she’d get really mad then buttfuck me til I was hurting so good. Til my body throbbed and I obeyed her like a little b****. If someone really loved me for once, and beat the s*** out of me regularly, I’d feel good.
