I need to get some things off my shoulders. My love life is the worst. When I’m not just trying to please my s***** desire and want to genuinely take things slow with a girl, I get played. Ditched out on a nice date. I get ghosted on. I can’t be with the girl I want to be just yet. I get highly discouraged when I see all my friends happy with their S/O and I’m always third wheeling. I’m not jealous just what do I do wrong? I’m not a mean guy. I get my heart broken from time to time. I’m lonely I have no social media. I just honestly wish I could feel comfortable to talk to someone about these things because it really tears me apart and my self-esteem. I don’t ever feel like a girl wants to be with me. I just don’t wanna feel like this anymore and it’s hard providing my own happiness. I’m constantly sad and miserable. Nothing I do makes things better. Every single day I feel miserable and hate myself.