I’m really confused about my s********. I always thought I was straight and assumed these feelings I felt towards members of the same s** (women) were just jealousy. However, I now find myself feeling these feelings towards certain women aren’t actually jealous. I feel my heart beat increase and I feel a bit warm whenever certain ones are near me, I’ve even imagined kissing some. I tried testing if I liked them by seeing if I could imagine myself having s** with women but, there always feels like a mental block is there unlike how it is when I imagine s** with men.

I can imagine kissing a woman but not having s** so, I don’t know if I’m gay or if I’m just confused since a lot of my friends are gay and a lot of people constantly ask me if I am gay. Maybe I just subconsciously started to copy the motions but I don’t know.

I can’t go and experiment with a girl to try to find answers since, I’m in a relationship and have been for the last 3 years.

Does anybody else have a similar feeling or insight that can help me, it’s been driving me crazy