I just realized that I like one of my best friends. He held my hand and we got really clothes the other night but he’s leaving for college in a few months and I’m afraid he’s going to get a girlfriend and just kinda forget about me. For all I know the whole hand holding thing could not even be a big deal to him when it means so much to me. Am I being weird and just looking too far into things that not even really there? I am so confused