When i was 11 or 12 i used to really like to watch anime mostly harem because it was funny and a bit s*****. After a while i kept having dreams of falling in love with girls and it was the best feeling ive ever had until i woke up and i realized it was all fake its just so depressing i would cry a little every time i had one of those dreams. Since then i havent watched anime im too scared i will be put in a false reality of happiness and wake up to my sad life. Its not like i dont like anime its just that i try to avoid it. How can i enjoy watching anime without having these dreams?
