Dear “friend”,
I lost my friends because of you, I fucked up my sleeping schedule because of you, went into s*** because of you, I felt like s*** because, hell I even treated my own self like s*** because of you. And what did I get ? Nothing. Id stay up just to talk to you, listen to you and help you whenever you want someone to be with you and acted like everything is fine when you talked about her, she who hurted you, made you this broken, this sad, I tried to put your pieces together while you split mine apart, I was the one broken, living in pain but I loved you, I loved you to the point where I made you my priority, made your happiness my priority, and forgot about myself. You ignore me when you get the slightest chance to talk to her then come back to me when you are broken, when you need a loving arm, a cheerful talk, stupid jokes, a good moment. You sometimes make me feel like Im everything to you and then make me feel like Im below-nothing to you. But I had enough, no one has the right to use me, use my energy and my kindness. I will no longer be the one you hurt and come back to when you want to just because you know that I love you and appreciate you. Im the one who deserves that energy I put on you and not just someone who thinks he can get away with everything