I knew girls at school who were pretending to r*** each other infront of me in the sports shed. and one girl carol was rubbing herself up against a chair in class one day. girls seemed to have these values of “we are a club and we can do it, but you shut up or else” but then they were using anything against me. its joke and ok if they do numb things but no one else is allowed to.

so long as we don’t talk about the serious things everything is ok.

they didn’t want the problems I was suffering because they had too much vested interest in it for themselves anyway. no one wanted to hear about what I was going through.