growing up I had friends who were people who dominated every party. there was no room for anyone else but them. brig was never afraid to let you know she was a all time great fucker. I seen her with guys at parties and shagging them off. she was a alfa person who was always supieror to me. she made me feel so little in everything. my sister has confessed that she felt the same way. I realized too late that deep down brig was not friend and just a blood sucker. she was one of the most conceited girls who took men on everyone. at parties she lolled over men to dominate them, three and four at a time infact. she had her own female herum. she pushed herself at men without a care for anyones feelings. I don’t think she ever noticed that anyone but herself was hurting. she was a real fucker. she could f*** f*** f*** f*** f***. she loved letting everyone know she was the top dog fucker. and louise was the same. and they used to say oh your too shy oh your too proud, your too much a prude- well so what? and then it was like , you need us to teach you and show you how to f*** and have an ego. yeh, underneath I hated the s***. I felt that inferior to her on a regular basis. that was one dog I wish I had never met then I realized just how much the dog was like Diana … the worlds most self loving conceited actress of all time, without any morals or levels of sense of consciousness.
she could have saved all her s*** til I got older. but she was screwing guys in 1975 and flaunting her s***** powers. but she was at it when I was about 4 or 6 shoving my face in her s***. I felt that she rubbed my face in her s***** power rather unneededly. it was just another abuse that mentally affected me.
but if I had told her about my uncle abusing me or her brother assaulting me or about a violent guy hurting me as a toddler she would not have been able to see the serious side of genuine s***** assault on children. then she wondered why one day I woke up and thought “do I need this person anymore who has made me feel like I am never good enough”. she would ring and it was clear she did not want to know me and then the next she would want to know me or my sister when she could take us down. other relatives did the same thing as well. going through bedrooms and taking things that were not theirs with out respect.
she took over parties at my house as if they were hers. when one would think that guest ought to know their place and have some manners for the host etc.
what a user. and in the end I am glad I have dobbed the whole alp in. I am glad I have dobbed people in for abusing me as a little child.