I wish I could kill myself without ruining the lives of the people I care about. But I seriously don’t know how much longer I can hold out … The only reason I’ve made it this far is because I want to take out the biggest life insurance policy I can find and wait out the suicide clause before I go. Even if I f*** up their lives, the least I can do is fix some other parts of it on my way out, right?
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You’re a selfish coward if you do, and everyone will think of you as that. If you really care about them, use that to fuel your reasons not to kill yourself. It can be an uphill battle, but give yourself, like really try, enough time and patience, one can heal oneself. But on the off chance that you might be lying to yourself about caring for these people, and you’ve managed to diluted yourself to a point of no return, than yes, please end your self indulgent misery.
agreed.