M, where are you? You gave me your email and I emailed you several times but you won’t reply 🙁 I miss you and I still want to be friends. Do you even get on this website anymore..? I hope so, so you’ll maybe see this.
-kev
M, where are you? You gave me your email and I emailed you several times but you won’t reply 🙁 I miss you and I still want to be friends. Do you even get on this website anymore..? I hope so, so you’ll maybe see this.
-kev
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My name is M I posted on the Olivia post, I never gave you my email … hopefully you’re talking to another M. But uhhhh yeah. O- O goodluck with that.
Came back to this post now, but ummm I’ve only been on this site for 3 days. And my name starts with the letter M. But I don’t know you. So it must be another M, cause most of my posts never even told my name. Just personal problems. Only in Olivias post in the comments I have told my name … ish just the letter but ehhh
Then you’re not her obviously. And thanks I guess? Lol.
Its fine dont worry about it. You’re not her. I doubt she’d be 15 anyway.
XD no problem and okay then O. O was she in some touchy ass topics?
Nah. We kinda said some dirty stuff to each other but I kinda got depressed and decided to leave this website. She said she actually cared about me and wanted to keep in touch and be friends. She seemed really nice.
Oh that’s really romantic but also dark as hell.
I guess lol
I could see you guys as a married couple for some reason I don’t know why lol
Honestly same haha. She seemed so nice though. I want to get to know her. I made an email just to message her 🙁
That’s sad as hell. And it hurts. You know? You just have people who are close and then they just break off of you. And it hurts so much.
Sorry if I get too damn personal
No you’re fine 🙂 and yeah it does hurt :/
Thanks, at least someone understands … you know I might post about that pain on here sometime.
You should. Its not good to bottle up emotions. And if you ever need someone to talk to just mention my name in a post and I’ll be there ^.^
I always bottled up my emotions 24/7 I see it usually as bad to let them all out. Or rude or just to show off. But when I did let them out it was in the form of crying. I always said I was fine or okay. And just acted happy so people didn’t have to yell at me or worry. But here I can just be open about myself or my feelings. Without having to be shamed.
And your name is kev right?
i feel you. i bottle up my emotions too :/ I usually just keep to myself. And yes my name is Kev 🙂
I like your name. It just seems like a nice name.
Thanks 🙂 I’m nonbinary (not sure if you know what that means) but Kev isn’t my birth-name and I actually go by two names. One is my birth-name (which I’m obviously not giving out) and the other one (Kev) is my more masculine name 🙂 its actually Kevin but I like Kev as a nickname ^.^
Isn’t nonbinary mean you don’t go by a he or a she pronoun, it kinda switches off and on, and sometimes you feel like both? I am asexual by the way, and a bisexual. I like guys and girls but I don’t want sex. But I would enjoy a kiss and a good hug, but nothing sexualll @-@
No thats genderfluid. Nonbinary is an umbrella term for other genders. Im agender, which is under the nonbinary umbrella. Which means idk what the fuck my gender is xD I go by any pronouns :3 and hey I’m asexual too! Only once in a while do I act out my sexual desires (but not on another person cuz thats gross to me obviously)
Is it bad I watch hentai?
Nah. I have before. And I’ve watched just regular porn. You can still experience arousal even if you’re asexual. Its just really, really rare. And you’d rather touch yourself than have sex/touch another person. Atleast thats how I am
Same! O3O
Haha its cool how we can relate so much ^.^ do you have tumblr or anything?? c:
I have a gmail because I’m such a noob on social media. I’m a loner. As you can probably tell. =- =
Oh ok xD yeah me too. Got no friends cuz they all left me ;_;
XD same. That’s why I feel so sad most of the time and have trust issues. I moved away awhile back and now I have no friends. And my friends were like family to me. I had never had friends in my entire life kinder-5 grade so when they became my friends (I never had long lasting friend ships, usually lasted 1-2 months because I moved) and lasted 2 1/2 years. We hung out, I went to parties (I never usually did) and I actually was cared about and seen as “Awesome” “nice” “cool” not “weird” I felt like I actually belonged. And so when that ripped away from me I felt like shit. And I still do after a year. And I just wish I had more people like that. Now I feel alone and like no one cares anymore and it just hurts.
That’s what I was going to post but I’ll just say it to you I guess.
Yeah I feel you. Whenever I had friends they were never actually into the same things as me though :/ and they were always rude to me tbh. I had an amazing friend that I was close to but….she passed away last year in a car accident….
I feel you definitely on that one, at the beginning of the year in 6th grade my friend (C) commited suicide. He got bullied a lot apparently.
Damn I’m so sorry. Losing a close friend really sucks huh? :/ I have a picture of my friend (Z) that I got at her funeral and I keep it displayed in my room so I can see her beautiful face every day <3
I feel sorry for your loss, I hope you can get better from it, and maybe even learn something from it? I don’t know, but I just hope you get better.
Its okay, its been 7 months since her death, so I’ve grieved. I still think about her and cry sometimes though. And same to you. <3
Welll uhhh anyways um sorry I um yeah awkward k mmmmm uuhhh ummm FUCK I don’t know what to say blah blah blah do you like cheese?
You’re fine xD and yass I like cheese x3
OH MY GOD SAME YAAAY sorry I’m slap happy sometimes so othins happens and yeahhhhhhhh :I help
You’re good x3 I feel like this post is gonna explode form all our comments xD
Oh shit XD I was just enjoying the convo. didn’t see how many times this has been viewed and shit holy cow O- O
Yep and all those views are from us XD
People will be like “why the hell is this convo. so special? It’s just two people talking to eachother?” usually it’s dramatic stuff. we’re just chilling here
right xD
I can stay up all night and keep clicking off and on (cause I have no life) and make it reach 500 views or maybe 1000 (cause that’s how much life I have)
do itttt xD I keep clicking off and on too lmao
WE MADE IT ON THE LIST
HELLS YEAH!!!
oh boy XD
I’m going hard on this one tonight
If you didn’t know I am the master spammer
Oml xD what time is it where you’re at?? It’s 4 a.m where I am x3
It’s 2 am but I woke up at 10 am this morning
Damn xD dont you have school??
I’m homeschooled (that’s partially the reason I don’t have friends) apparently I’m an A student when I learn by myself but when I’m taught by someone else I get As Bs and Cs
Ohhh xD makes sense. i had to dropout of highschool (11th grade) because I didnt have enough credits to graduate also school made me suicidal 🙁
I understand. Completely. But I’m scared of living, dying, and suicide. So I don’t want to live too long, don’t want to die yet. But I also don’t want to do suicide also. Death is scary for me, I’m sure it is for anyone. But at the same time it is my friend and my foe. I know I’ll die. So I tell myself there’s worse pain and even if I die I don’t care, I’ll sacrifice myself. Death is scary to me because it is mysterious. Natural Death that is … natural death is mysterious because we know how it feels to be burned alive right? Hurts, slow, it’s hot. Getting frozen to death? Cold, everything becomes hard to breathe and it hurts to move. You struggle and it’s slow yet again. But what about natural death? We always hear about the tails of it after “coming back to life” but the stories are always mixed up. There’s no definite answer. So that’s why I’m scared but also excited by it.
Yeah very true. In reality, I dont want to die. But being around rude people at school and whatnot gave me horrible anxiety. I self harm whenever life rears its ugly head (I cut my upper arm though and not my wrist cuz that grosses me out). But I haven’t done it for a few years until a few nights ago :/
Same I have horrible anxiety to the point my heart races, and I literally freak out my mind goes crazy. And I can’t breathe. I also self harm. On my wrists, upper arm, theighs, and sides of my hips.
Also we’re at 400 now.
Yeah. Sounds like an anxiety attack. I’m sorry that you cut btw. I really hope life gets better for you and you stop. And 400? damn xD
We’re gonna reach 500 reeealll soon I might do 5000 all through the night. Again … (cause I have no fucking life)
You’re crazy XD
I know. 450 by the way
Well I need to sleep I have a massive migraine :((( It was awesome talking to you! Have a good day ^.^
Okay, you tooo also come back in the morning it’s 500 now but it might be 1000 or so later
FUCK I got cramps in my leg
Dont die xD and since I stayed up all night I’m gonna sleep all day oh well xD talk to you again whenever I get on again!! Byeeee ^.^
Bye my legs are killing me, once I reach 800 I’ll give myself a water break, small amount. Right now we’re at 600
Good luck xD bye c:
666 now C:<
700! wooooo I’m so damn tired my eyes hurt but I’ll keep going =-=
777 we’re in heaven now
800 OKAY I’M TAKING A WATER BREAK 2x BECAUSE I HAVE A SMALL TEA CUP SO IT’S ONE GLASS OF WATER ALL TOGETHER BRB IN 1-5 MIN I’LL TRY TO HURRY
Okay I’m back and I only had one tea cup of water, I’ll give myself the benefit at 1000
900 O-O fudging hell I want to die but this next 100 will be worth it
YES I MADE IT TO 1000 and there is something I must confess … from the beginning of this I thought maybe if I do make it the highest viewed, the first M will see your post and find you? Eh? Eh? This might work or not. But you have to admit this was pretty insane. (not really it was easy in my book)
And I spent 133 minutes doing this, but I’ll estimate it to 130 sooooo I’ve done this for about 2 hours and 10 minutes.
I’m going to get off now and listen to some hatsune miku for like 1-5 hours but if I sleep then expect 5-12 hours
Also yes I did kinda brag about how I made it to 1000 on your post soooo Yee -3-