I feel I don’t have much longer to live, due to illness. Maybe a few years at most. I’m not sure. No one is.

So my plan is this: I’m going to take what little cash I have, and I am going to go camping with my girlfriend and let her know I love her. Then, I’m going to fly to Germany to visit my best friends and tell them how much I’ve appreciated their friendship over the years. And finally, when I get home (or maybe before?) I am going to kill myself. I’m not sure how yet, but gas asphyxiation seems like my best bet. I’d rather die on my own terms, and NO, you can’t talk me out of it.