my doctor authorize beta blockers and I don't want to take them in fear of having a psychotic episode, fuck I am three quarters the way there right now.

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my doctor authorize beta blockers and I don’t want to take them in fear of having a psychotic episode, f*** I am three quarters the way there right now. chest pain all the time for the last 4 weeks or so. makes me so tired. new psychiatrist, new antipsychotic drugs and not sure if I will give in the beta blockers yet. I don’t want to be fat. I hate being fat. and I have no money and no patients at times.

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I confess that I hide how I am hurting. I laugh at school, then go home carrying grief, fear, and things people have said about me. I don’t need everyone to understand. I just wish someone would listen.

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