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I am soooo nervous… I have been dating this guy for about weeks and I REALLLY like him. he’s really sweet, cute, understanding, and he’s just really easy to talk to. But… he’s 2 years older than me. he’s going into 9th grade. My mom would flip if I even told her I had a boyfriend! And his age… I think I would be dead by the end of the conversation! And to put a cherry on top he lives 2 hours away! Yes I have met him before. We met when I was camping with some friends. So its not like I met him online and he’s a total stoker. And I’ve met his parents. They don’t want us dating either. We really like each other and everyone’s trying to keep us apart! I don’t want to EVER have to leave him… he treats me right…. he cares about me… he calls me every morning and every night…. I think he’s the first guy I can actually say I love and I mean it. My friends all think I’m crazy just because of how we meet. He was at the park with my friends cousin and me and her were walking over there. I was 20 maybe 30 feet from the park and I hear to boys calling my name. Then my friends come up to me and say those two boys want to ask you out….. honestly I was going to say no to both of them… but then one of them was really cute…. so when they both asked me out… I said yes to my now boyfriend… Then we got dared to kiss twice that night… It was honestly the best night of my life so far! But even the first night we meat there was something in our way…. he thought I was 14 (and im not) and he’s 14. Then my friends convinced me it wasn’t that big of a age difference. But even after that there was STILL something in the way, Someone actually. His EX! He was still in love with her. The night I left the campground, I got a text from him saying that he didn’t want a long distance relationship. Lets just say I was pissed. He knew what he was getting himself into!!!! So a few days after that another boy asked me out. he lived closer to me and he was closer to my age. But I didn’t feel that spark like I did with my camping boyfriend…. It wasn’t the same…. I later found out that he was going to go back to his EX! I wanted to punch him soooooo bad. He still wanted to be friends… but I said NO. So he started texting my friend that I was staying with… He just kept saying he loved me… that he didn’t love his ex as much as he loved me…. I know its crazy… how can you love someone you just met? I MADE my friends ask that if he loved me so much… why did he break up with me? Then it all made sense… his parents found out we were dating and made him break up with me…. and his parents are friends with his ex’s parents so they HAVE to get along. Lets just say I felt like a total d*** when I found this out…. I said so many mean things to him… I told him to lose my number, go back to his ex and never talk to me again… How could he still love me? I called him that night and we talked for a while… He just kept saying my name… and when I would say what… he would say I love you… and I would just say I no you do… I didn’t no what to say to him… could I trust that he wouldn’t go back to his ex? I finally one night… just gave in… we got back together…. and now I’m happier than ever! But now all that’s in our way… is our parents…. and I have to figure out how to tell my mom without her having to make me break up with him…. Because I couldn’t do that… because I love him…. And nothings going to get in our way…. not even his ex trying to ruin our relationship…. She can give me the b**** stare all she wants when I see her… Oh well… Now I just have to figure out my mom.. and both his parents……. Great… this should be fun……

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