I cant tell u this straight, I hate u but I fucking love u too and I hate my self for that. I feel like a stupid girl rn, no one deserves to feel like

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I cant tell u this straight, I hate u but I f****** love u too and I hate my self for that. I feel like a stupid girl rn, no one deserves to feel like this, like am I this easy ? Making me feel like Im on top of the world than making me feel like an absolute crap. Staying up with me till 4am then leaving me when she ( “friend” ) is around ?!! I am just a ” pass-time” and I f****** know it but I cant f****** do anything because Im afraid to lose u, and for f****** what ?? nothing ! SCREW THIS IM A F****** MESS, instead of blaming u, Im blaming myself AGAIN and AGAIN because Im this stupid right ?

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F*CK MY LIFE BITTCH
first day of work since Easter, now I’m the goddammm mall Santa for another fuckinn year.
Been at this shitt since 2014 at Promenade mall

Mall Santa Claus FML

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