I’m 30 years old and ready to have my life end. I had one serious relationship in my life and it ended horribly when she started listening to people who weren’t involved in our relationship. This was about 7 years ago and I haven’t gone on a single date since. I have no confidence in myself and am too cowardly to approach a woman. I’m so depressed to the point I barely get any sleep because I always wake up in the middle of the night several times and can never stay asleep. I’ve accepted the fact that I won’t be able to lay down with someone next to me and bed and that I will have no one to carry on my family name.