All I ask from my boyfriend is to go out a few times a month, just so I could get myself out of this shithole apartment we live in. We live in a small town with very little to do and a s***** transit system. He’s able to go off to work everyday while I have limited work throughout the week which helps me get out. Most of the time I’m trapped in the apartment by myself while he sleeps the day away and then go to work. I keep busy by watching tv shows online and clean and clean and clean to keep my sanity. All I want is to go out and be a normal person in society. I wish I hadn’t failed my last uni course overseas or else I would still be living there. I’d be happy, possibly depression free and wouldn’t have constant suicidal thoughts. I wish someone would come up to me and just stab me in the heart and end it all for me. I was so tempted to just choke myself with the vacuum cleaner cord when he decided to not take me out and just decoded to clean instead of waiting until he left for work. I hate .y f****** life. I have so many regrets and moving in together to a s*** town was one of them. I’d rather be dead. F*** it all!
- 6 years ago
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Yeah wtf were you thinking? Small towns are not for young people. GTFO that relationship. And wait, you’re one course from a degree?
TRANSFER TO ANOTHER UNI OR STH BRO.