I’m so very in love with a girl who isn’t even allowed to speak with me because I don’t believe in god. We talk behind her parents’ back but it’s so difficult not being able to make plans. We’ve kissed but I’ve never even held her hand. I’m beginning to think she doesn’t want me back in the same way anymore. I know she deserves to be with somebody she can openly be with and her parents can approve of but I don’t want to let her go. We’ve had a will they/won’t they type of thing for years and just when It seemed like it would be a “will they” this happens. I’m in love & I can’t have her.