About a year ago I committed the horrible act of b********** (god I’m gonna cry typing this) I don’t know why but I have yet to forgive myself, and I know that everyone else will be digusted by this, and judge me. But I’m tired of keeping it to myself, I truly hope I stay anonymous, because god , this had literally pushed me into a farther depressive state than before, and I try to hide it, but… I’m done. It needs to be released. I’m not going to let bad decisions ruin my life or the way I perceive myself, so. I hope that you all will forgive me, and I know there is no one who will be going through this – or at least no one who regrets it, but alas, I’m done .