I’m FtM and have the most amazing GF but I feel like s*** cause she’s bi and I know she loves c***.
Which is really hard cause I don’t have one obviously, but she’s always so h**** and I’m not down cause I’m not comfortable unless I’m drunk or on some sort of drug -.-‘
its gotten so bad that I’ve told her to go off and find a gf cause I couldn’t handle her being with a guy who could give her what I can’t 🙁 which she understands but still it’s like ugh f*** I know she loves me and I love her. I just don’t know how to talk to her about these feelings and they usually come out as anger.
But I’m bi also and once I started T it became more 60/40 girls/guys and I don’t know how to tell her that either. I have a f*** buddy who’s a few years older than I am and we get along all g and have good s** and smoke up together too.
Part of me wants to try a 3sum with a guy but the other part knows once that’s done we can’t go back from that.
I’m so mind fucked right now 🙁